GLADIOLI FIELDS & SOME THOUGHTS ON LIFE
Currently I'm sitting in between two stages of my life and it's a kinda weird feeling. I just finished my Bachelor studies and already got confirmed for my following Master studies beginning in September, yey! So for now I'm finding myself in a bubble of no responsibilities, living into the day and doing the things I love to do and I have to admit it's lush. So real talk is: I'm sitting in between thousands of thread residues spread over the sofa in my PJ's watching all seasons of Gilmore Girls for an uncountable time.
But to be frank: It's also the time to realize what happened not only the last three years but also the 19 years before. For me it's hard to realize long-term achievements the day they've really been achieved because well... all the years you worked for your goal and then - allegedly "all of a sudden" - everything's over. You've got you're degree, you're able to choose between so many possibilities on what to do next but you really don't feel like that already. You just feel normal, like your everyday self. But no, you did something. Something great for yourself. Something that'll probably push you fast forward into a future you're not able to see yet.
To me it's been the clearest thing since starting my Bachelor studies to apply for a Master's Degree. During my Bachelor studies it's been my goal to do constantly good so my chances are high to be accepted for my following studies. Now it's the case and I can't really comprehend what it's all about. What I actually want to say is that we should be proud of ourselves by times. It's all about that self-love talk and I think self-pride (is this even a word?) should be added to that too. Not only pride for little efforts but the whole thing. To look at who we were five years ago, where we were standing by that time and what we strove for back then. And then to see what we achieved since then and how we developed over times - isn't it crazy to compare?
And I'm sat here, just hoping my dreams come true,
So are you, just dance.
So for now I'm more than happy to enjoy my spare time to be creative, spend time with my favorites and even fit in some vacation time in August. I'm so curious about what awaits me in my new studies and also a bit afraid that I can't keep up with all of it. But that's usual when starting something new I think. The Master's Degree is called "Communication and Management" by the way. The curriculum is real attractive and omg I just can't wait!
pictures by bloody talented @kleehausen
Actually I just wanted to show you these pictures from a few evenings ago but well that escalated quickly. Apparently there were more thoughts in my head than expected. So here you have some words accompanying the pictures! Hope you like them. Have a lovely Sunday everyone.